Adulting.... arg

Some days I hate adulting. But we all have to do it at some point, no matter how we fight it. My life has been a roller coaster the last few months, and more so this last one. Does it end here.... no. I have some changes coming up. Part of it should be temporary, hoping at least. But it does throw a loop hole in my life and make things more difficult, nothing I am new to. But in the end..... should work out better for all around me in my adult life.
Tired today. too tired. Have errands to run after a few things to do here at home. Then another busy day as per. No one to beat or torture today, but my dog and partner. Poor things. But that could be good as well. Looking forward to an early eve, though I know it will get interrupted. So I will do the best I can, and hopefully get a couple hours of silence to myself later. 
Well... off to my adult life. Breakfast is being made, and I have a ton to do........ wish there was a bottom by my feet to beat........

Weekend Getaway Alone

Enjoying a quiet rainy weekend away.
Though this weather is for the frogs...... it is still beautiful out here. Certainly can't complain at the blessing of having this place to go to even when not working. Though not mine, very much feels like home when I am here. And there is a ton of space for my pooch to roam and wander about, plus the other 2 pooches here for company. Though they aren't as playful as she would like, it is still a good thing for her.

Met a wonderfully polite bottom a few days ago. Most certainly a gentleman, and cute in a bottom way. lol. Though he hasn't had as much variety and trial in a lot of things as a bottom, he definitely has potential. I would love to explore more with him, see where he would love to explore and go in his kinkiness. To have him under my crop, testing him..... helping him explore new and wonderful things to him..... oh ya. Always gets my Dom side tingling. What was great, is he is not into objectification A lot of middle age men are, for numerous reasons. But for me that does not satisfy. Shocking yes, but true. Though I do not have any issue doing so to those who get something from it. I, as most know, look for the dance. The energy between to playing. The rise and fall of the space we both enter, and the ending. Yes, there is a space I like to go when Topping someone. Enjoyable. 
I am hoping somehow he and I can play sometime in the near future. Only time, and our desires will tell. I am hoping we can work something and a time out. 

Looking for a break in the rain. Really want to get all the dogs our for a hike, and hopefully trim that hedge bush a bit more as well. Everything is starting to bud, and want to get to it so it can be moved in a few weeks, and let it grow back up to it's height and glory. Not much else will get done in this weather, but at least I can plan my attack for when the weather does let up some soon. 

Off for now......
Must get a few emails off before I get on with the rest of my day.

Side note....... Finally got my hair cut 2 days ago. It was annoyingly long, and was starting to get a lil wild in ways of trying to tame it. 

#weekendgetaway
#desire

Winter Still...

Yesterday snow! Today, what a fucking storm rolling through. Pretty ugly, pretty cold. 
Normally a great day to torture someone (or cuddle with the gf). Get my weather frustrations out, be nice and cozy warm with a whip in my hand and a bottom at the end. Sigh. I feel sorry for my partner. He is getting my frustration right now, and well... He is certainly not a bottom. He is not getting in a bad nor angry way, but more so in a "I'm bored and your going to pay for it" bratty way. Gotta feel sorry for the guy. 
So.... As I sit here doing emails, now blogging, spending time on the business part of my life.... In and out of BDsm..... have done some house work. Will work on sealing my play bench later, and working on a couple of toys I have been deviously making. Maybe watch a movie while doing so.
Looking forward to my weekend away at the property out of town this weekend. I thought we got snow here, there was over 3 inches on the ground yesterday. Love it out there, so does my pooch. Plus usually there are 2 other dogs for her to hang with, or what ever dogs do. Going to take my sketch book and pencils, a book to read, and who knows. Looking forward to my alone time. Hasn't happened in a while. 
Well off to make more suspicious fun for myself. 
Stay warm folks.

Snow! Excuse Me!!!!!

Have had a draining week. But home again, and ready to back to life. I always know and understand that not everything is in my control, and that I just have to flow with it. But it is not always an easy thing to do. So as I concede to certain things in my life, I will keep hold and control of those things that I can.

I can't the weather.
Woke up early this morning to snow!!!! WTF! I know it's still winter, but seriously. 
So as I am to meet up with a possible new boy today.... I look at the ground, my foot and then the empty driveway.... and go shoot. Hoping the boy understands. But this will also give me time to finish going over all I want to ask and know of him. He definitely peeks my Dom interest,,,, hand with crop twitches. Devious ideas are forming in my brain, with full visuals. Yes. This could be a lot of fun.
Was going to try to play with him before the weekend....... Hoping I still can. We will see.

The sun is trying to come out and melt this white shit away. But boy is it cold. And I don't want to risk slipping. 

Miss my boots.

I have to say.....
With much pleasure today. Even before a boy is coming over for some worship.....

That the Administrators at Dommes.org rock!!!
Extremely helpful. Fast on the draw with my picture loading issue, and answered many more questions (and a couple of suggestions) quickly and concisely.
Thank you.
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Now off to get ready to do some humiliation.
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ps
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It's Thursday today. And a gross raining stormy, very grey day. Some day s I like the rain. Not all. And I think today is not a good rain day for me.... but that's ok. It's not always a good rain day. Even if the day is a good one.

New tenant moved in finally last night. I'm happy she is here, and in our home. She is a wonderful person, and will be a wonderful fit. She was tired, understandable.... Didn't eat dinner with us, but that's ok as well. I know as she settles in, things will work out for her. And my partner seems to like her, and they are both artists. sooooo. I am happy. Yes, she is also a BDsm'r and Domme. And likes her privacy as well. I'm looking forward to the future.
In all that.... my partner and I stayed up way past 2 am playing a very silly game. I am feeling it today. Very tired, sleep hung over.... as my body reacts to that abuse. hahahaha. Definately an early night tonight. But boy did we have a great laugh and time, and very much worth the tired today. And love the game he found. 
My client canceled for tomorrow's sesson due to a work obligation that came up. Understandable, been there. So now my Firday is open. What to do???? hmmmm. As this is my birthday weekend, I am sure I can come up with something. I am still trying to fathom another year older. Normally age doesn't get to me, but for some reason as I look in the mirror...  I am feeling it this year. It's been a very up and down year for me; some tiring, some not, some not so great (like my foot), and others great. I know I can get through this, as I have to. But just a lil tough this time. 
Well... as my partner finishes a mural and I make us more tea..... think I am going to plan the rest of my weekend out. Where to hide... lol... where not to. And contemplate tonight's dinner. Life as per usual outside of the dungeon. 
Oh piggy boy... where out there? We have a serious session to do. I still foresee that cage with you in it, and the torture I can do to you. Sigh.

And Another New Week

It's Tuesday. Was a great weekend.... Lot's of friends and good times. And finally Christened the closet upstairs. Fun had by all.
Had a great play day with with boi. Always fun doing a lil torture, Wish it was longer though. Needing a good nice hard long session. Soon. 
Getting ready for new tenant to move in tomorrow. Can't wait. Looking forward to having another person in the house, and a woman as well. It makes for a very nice balance. So still a few things to do, most of the stairwell painting is done.... just some touch-ups left to do. 
Hopefully tonight some great times as well.... while we still have house to ourselves. muahahahahaha.
oh ya..... 
Tomorrow is half price dark chocolate day!!!!!!!!